Okay, let me let those of you not wanting to hear whining off the train now. I am going to vent. Someday I wonder if I am going to make it to sundown. Or even to the middle of the afternoon. This week has been ful of those days and it is only Wednesday. To start, I am sick. Some wonderful bug has resided in me and decided that nothing, not even toast and water, will stay down. So, I am exhausted. No sleep, no food. Great combination, right? I am out of my pain meds, have been since Thusday. I knew I wouldn't get them refilled Thurs, maybe not Friday, but as of today,. WEDNESDAY, my dr STILL hadn't called it in. I finally got it fixed after several phone calls. Still won't get it until tomorrow.
Mason is sick. Cranky baby, yippee. It is cold. Cold is not good, as far as I am concerned. So much school this week. The kids are so far behind I just wonder if I am cut out for this. I am know I am doing the right thing with them here, but I am so overwhelmed.
I guess I need a couple of days off. Who would be mom then? Exactly. Someone pass me the big-gulp sized espresso and I will keep on truckin...until I collapse...which at this rate, won't be long.
God, just give me five more minutes of strength....I promise I won't ask for more..until that 5 minutes is up, of course.....
I need friends so badly. Online even. Chat friends. What do I do?